My life slowly sliped into chaos.
I was Self-neglecting my basic needs
My physical appearance changed
My attitude changed.
My motivation to excel went away.
I had no energy for physical or sexual activity
I had financial problems because I was spending money for happiness.
I had Self-destructing and recklessness behavior without caring.
I was drinking heavily
I was in denial when I was warned about negative behavior from friends and family
I was constantly occupying my mind to the point of obsession
I was Depressed
I had extreme anxiety
I was completely apathetic and out of touch with my family and friends
I isolated (self-imprisonment) myself because of constant fear of hurting family members